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I have seen terror;
it looks like your back before
you slam the door closed
(and I have no way
of knowing if you’ll ever
open it again)
I couldn’t tell you what a swing set felt like
until I saw your eyes light up for a smile that wasn’t mine
that’s when I knew what it felt like to rust
she digs a little deeper
into the hole where she’s buried
(a cloud of filthy thoughts obstructing her view
dirty secrets crushed between clenched fists)
embraced by the her friend, darkness
yet what she sees, she still doesn’t like
so she digs even deeper
sinking into the hole where she’s buried
in search of an end
In 1967 Dmitri Borgmann made his way from UGLY to BEAUTIFUL by means of dictionary definitions:
UGLY — OFFENSIVE
OFFENSIVE — INSULTING
INSULTING — INSOLENT
INSOLENT — PROUD
PROUD — LORDLY
LORDLY — STATELY
STATELY — GRAND
GRAND — GORGEOUS
GORGEOUS — BEAUTIFUL
I suspect one day
all my secrets will matter
to someone, somewhere
April’s grey skies rushed
into my blue veins; you gave
me July’s sunshine.
I cannot promise to keep your heart(ache)
from cracking like plum lips
on a frozen January night
but I will keep you warm between my hands
until your shivers turn to (earth)quakes
and the butterflies eat through your tummy
take the bull by its
horns; grab a snake by its tongue;
wring him by his neck.